معاني الحب (2)

بقالي كتير
بسرح واحتار
وانتشرِت سيرتِك
في الأفكار
دوّرت كتير
وانا جوة البير
وانا قلبي كبير
مليان بيكي
برسم وخيالي
خيال نملة
واكتِب ولا أجدع
ميكانيكي!
وانا بيري فِضي
عايز أملا
وانا قلبي رضي
شاف الأمَلَة
وكلامي صريح
محتاج خفة
وكلامي بيتقَل
عالشِفّة
من بعد ما كان
بيلف بلاد
طب كان ياما كان
كان فيه يا ولاد
شاعر عفريت
جاي من تكريت
بلسان قرشي
وبنيان حبشي
وجَلَد شامي
وعِزّة صعيدي
فين أيامي؟
جاية وراحة
راحِة إيدي
إيدي اتحَشَرِت
يمكن جايز
عفريتي مجاش
بس انا عايز

عايز أمل
أكتب عشانه
وحَدَث جَلل
اتنبّى بيه
ومَلِك قوي
أقعد مكانه
وحبيب حنيّن
أحب فيه

Illustration of situation

My situation now can be illustrated by considering my brain as the World 2 and You are the hero of the game and there is rope which connects two hills above a wide deep hollow the rope can't bear more than one step and you walked through it and stopped on the very middle! Now the hero seems to be stable in his place , the life attempt won't be accomplished until the other hill is reached , you can't step back on the staggering rope , and my brain can't keep moving while this buckler is stopped.

Last battle of feel

I just want my life to run on to see you by my side finally.

I'm free!!!

I cant escape from my own simone.

A lingual hug

Every day when a new sun shines , you experience a new feeling. A feeling that tells you you are living and changing. You are existing on the cycle of the universe. When i heard the arabic old poet Ibn Nabata Al-Masry says :

" شجونٌ نحوها العشاقُ فاؤا - وصبّ ما لهُ في الصبر راء "

I got the words like any other beautiful words , but i didn't get the deep meaning of the verse , the meaning of " patience ". Before , i was asking what is the link between love and patience? Now i got it.

Years before , i first read the verse of Antara Ibn Shaddad :

" وَلَقَد ذَكَرتُكِ والرِّماحُ نَواهِلٌ - مِنّي وبِيضُ الهِندِ تَقطُرُ مِن دَمي

فَوَدَدتُ تَقبيلَ السُيوفِ لأَنَّها - لَمَعَت كَبارِقِ ثَغرِكِ المُتَبَسِّمِ "

Yes , these are also fantastic words like the ones above , but i've also discovered their meaning from a while of thinking. The poet thinks of his darling even in his most deadly moments! he never get her out of his mind ever. He may be originally fighting for her.. or even living for her , thus , he is strong saving his life and happy of every moment he loves her in , especially hard moments. And that was the concept.